Sarah Nyhan

I think all of us have the potential to go too far in our pursuit of truth, especially if we’ve been hurt by a lie. I keep telling myself to shut my mouth if I’m not in a place where I can say the truth from and with love.

I don’t want to pressure others to believe one way or another. I want to just love them in whatever place they are at. I am really working on letting go of trying to convince anyone. Just trying to stay sensitive to those nudges to speak up that I think are from Holy Spirit. But live in it more than talk about it. They will know us by our love for one another.

I have NEVER wanted to look into the subjects of satan, hell, devil, etc. Maybe I read Revelation once or twice in my life. I have no desire to go there. But this whole new-to-me way of looking at things has me trying to see what that all means.

But I also feel like Holy Spirit keeps saying chill out, enjoy the ride, and just be. That the best things in my life did not come from striving. He’s got us all – thank God!

I am so scared to go back to my old church in regards to my mind. Just taking it one step at a time. Praying for protection and have peace about it this time. Only going to one service a week though so I don’t get sucked in.

They absolutely love God. No question there. Even the pastor.

They have a lot of stuff right. But some are just in the same place I was: repeating whatever they have been told.

And people are hurting because it’s not working for them. Like it didn’t work for me. God keeps crossing my paths with them so I feel confident in sharing when the opportunity to participate arises.

So cool to be able to participate in this journey! Fills my heart so much. I am so amazed at God! He sees and He cares. Freedom!