Sarah Nyhan

Well.  The day went fairly well.  I’m up to 19 hours already for the week.  Some tropical storm is supposed to hit.  I should probably gas up the cars and get some water.  Will probably be a good weekend to fast.  I’m not going to follow up with Melissa Fulmer.  I’ll let her follow-up.  I need to quit texting people and call them instead.  Like Dr. R does.  I didn’t hear back from him.  I hope he lets me go on this project.  I might have to say just school, work, and health.  I don’t know.  I just don’t like his angle.  Trying to get me to do all the work by flattery.  He doesn’t respect me anymore.  I feel bad for Danell.  I should definitely stay with my company until something better comes up.  If they go out of business than I’ll be free to work somewhere else.  Who knows, temple, Austin,?  I would like to work for a builder or a developer I think more than a broker.  But I pray you will help me know where to go, father, if they let me go.  Maybe they will offer me a position to move somewhere else.  But I have this lease until next year.  And I’m in school.  I should stop worrying.  That is not today’s problem.  Today’s problem is how do I get healthy so I have the energy to do work and school.  Yeah, I need to tell Dr. R no more project for right now.  All my mental energy is focused towards getting healthy.  And I really need to do that.  I need to just do work, school, health, Maryann’s group, writing, getting out of debt, and getting organized.  Please help me, father, if I’m wrong in that.