Sarah Nyhan

From me to Sojourner:

Somehow when I settled the salvation-by-Jesus-alone issue (which rears it’s ugly head for practice every now and then), a cool side benefit is that suddenly it made sense to me that since I wasn’t being controlled by guilt and shame then that meant I could say “no” more often.

I’m also learning not to take the bait. Not to react at all when people come at me with mess.

For the first time in maybe forever, I think I’m really getting it that validation is nice but not necessary. I don’t have to defend myself, explain myself, or convince them of anything. It’s starting to be enough for me and Jesus to know the truth. Which is HUGE for me.

I don’t stuff the feelings down and dismiss them. I just literally have a talk with MYSELF and God: “Is what they are saying correct? Are they just trying to bait me?” If so, move on.

I can tell this change is confusing people. They are very surprised. Some are trying to turn up the heat to see if I’ll finally bite. My hope is I can have firm boundaries.

I’m trying to slow down and examine my habitual spiritual thoughts for correct interpretation in context of ALL the Scriptures and God’s character.

June 17, 2017 – From Sojourner to me:

Freedom in Christ us so wonderful and light. I encourage you to continue to walk in love.

My mentor (yes, we all have them) taught me that all God ever wanted of me is to let Him love me. Being human and proud, we mostly think that’s too easy and try to earn that love. God waits patiently for us to learn and continues to love us just because that’s who He is. We think we earned it and keep on until we discover our own stupidity. I picture Him standing there smiling at me, saying, “That’s my kid. Someday she will learn, but right now I’m especially fond of her.”

I just returned from a week with Paul Young (author of “The Shack”), Baxter Kruger, Brad Jersak, and several others. Wow! It was wonderful and hit on exactly what you wrote.

Baxter is the guy who did the video series Free to Live several years ago. I think I forwarded it to you once.

Keep on with following Jesus and rest in all HE has done. Beware of the Pharisees as they want to shame and control you. Remember Romans 8 was written for us today as God knows our nature to judge (self and others) and condemn. Ask the Spirit to guide you in all wisdom and she will.