Sarah Nyhan

We want to know how the story ends before we begin.

I am learning to just take the next step. It is very uncomfortable for me.

When I say learning, this is years and years of learning. What feels like falling on my face over and over again.

But if I knew, there would be no reason for trust and no reason for relationship.

This is not simply an intellectual exercise. This is taking all of me. Requiring me to engage. Not just intellectually agree. Boots on the ground, as it were. Skin in the game. Fully invested.

But God knows me. I don’t want to leave anything on the table. I don’t want to camp just outside The Promised Land. I say like Caleb: Give me my mountain!

Easier said than done. I would have tapped out a long, long time ago. It is only God. Keeps bringing these issues to mind. Over and over again.