I was led through an exercise where I was asked to think of a place where I would like to meet Jesus. Any place. If I could decide to meet Him anywhere. Then to picture me and Jesus in that place.
What does the place look like? Smell like? Feel like? Etc?
What does Jesus look like? Is He touching me? If so, what does that touch look like? Feel like?
Does Jesus say anything to me? What does He say? And finally, what are His eyes saying?
I don’t want to share the rest of the details, but for me, Jesus said He enjoys me and it’s ok to be silent.
It’s ok to be me and not have anything to say. I can stop all my trying to force connections. With Him and others. Give space. Trust Him. Stop trying to carry the whole world on my shoulders sometimes.