Decisions

Stayed in bed until 5pm today. My body demanded the rest. This crazy past week. And lots of decisions. Am I supposed to settle down? Am I supposed to risk everything for growth? Should I focus on one thing? Can I do it all? Only have this moment. I’m finally free and it feels a bit terrifying. Responsibility for my choices. Not just “destiny”. What to do, what to do… Lots of questions. Risk either way. Always an opportunity cost. Finally not paralyzed by fear of failure. No safety. Only strength. But I’d like to make some progress. A definite fork in the road. Turning a corner. At least I know I’m loved either way. Makes me dream big and have more courage. Here’s to 2018 being another adventure.