Wanted to Apologize

I just wanted to apologize for ignoring you and giving you the cold shoulder when you saw me several times after things got bad between us. I thought if I ignored you that you would change and be better. That you would feel as hurt as I was feeling and that would motivate you to be better. Looking back, I see that was just pouring fuel on the fire. And it obviously didn’t work. I was so hurt and angry with you. I still am. But I wanted to apologize nonetheless. Giving you the cold shoulder when you tried to reach out certainly didn’t help. I was afraid if I was nice to you that you’d think how you were acting wasn’t really that hurtful and you’d keep on hurting me.

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