“To comfort those who mourn in Zion, to give them beauty for ashes, the oil of joy for mourning, the garment of praise for the spirit of heaviness; that they may be called trees of righteousness, the planting of the LORD, that He may be glorified.” (Isaiah 61:3)

I can hardly believe it. I think God, and only God, infused me with renewed hope that he is still “the one”. Still “Mr. Future Husband”.

The Word that kept coming to mind was “unbelief”. I listened to an outstanding study from John McArthur about Matthew 17 where Jesus talks about unbelief. It seemed like it was describing me to a “T”. And what is going on. It was so encouraging. To see that things falling apart is not punishment but for my growth.

I love GOD! How He steps in when I’m all out of strength. It truly is Him that keeps me in this fight. I have no evidence that I can see to show me this will happen with him. But I know what happened the past two years.

I need sleep. Thank you, God! Thank You, Holy Spirit! Thank You, Jesus!